Wednesday, June 24, 2009

me and Gramma


Stolen from Sara's Facebook page. But im in it i think that gives me rights.lol

Monday, June 22, 2009

Alrighty then.....

Ok so a few things right now kinda suck.....When we got home last night I checked the messages on the machine (my mother can finally figure out her cell phone but a crappy landline is rocket science) and there was a message waiting from the doctors office telling my mom to call and that it was concerning me. Anyway she called this morning and come to find out that the xrays came back to prove that its a stress injury to my back and basically I am not allowed to do anything.
Gage is my limit of lifting. I may not even be able to pick up JR when I see him because he's almost 30 pounds now. Which is gonna hurt. :( thats my little buddy.
After the fourth of July party at Gramma Carels house, im going to have to go get an MRI and start physical therapy and try and get this taken care of. It stinks that I can't fool around and play around though. No sports or Running or anything. My limit is power walking.
Gonna get to go walking and stuff with Sara next week.
Oh yea I failed to mention that sunday i get to go stay at my godparents house for a week.
Its been a while since ive seen the Godfather. Downside is that I have to take my school work so he may just act like my father too. I hope dad doesnt tell Kevin to keep a check on it.lol he might really act like my dad. lol its ok. I love him anyway.
I dont want to get behind in any way. I was talking to dad on the way home yesterday and he said that if it gets behind or if i slack off he's not gonna let me travel anymore. Im going to be good about it for the off chance that I may just get to go somewhere else this summer.
Can't wait.
Ok ive been on here too long i have almost wrote a book.
Will update and let everyone know how things are going.
Got Garry here this week. Glad to have him here. He's been asking for a while.
Love everyone!!!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Excited!!


Get to go to fort pierce this week and see my Gramma.!!! I miss her and my PAPA soooo much.

Get to go spend some time with her, getting pampered of course. We're gonna go get our nails done for Jennys party cuz my mother nor my sisters want to go with me.

It's nice being able to have one-on-one time with her. Seems like its been a century since we actually have spent time together.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I Love My Family and my life.

Ok, so I am going through some changes in life. They may not be the easiest but they are the most necessary. Im done taking peoples bull crap. I have no use for it. I really dont care what people think about me. I care about what God and my family think of me...nothing more.
In life you have to make decisions, and sometimes you cant really think them through because you have no idea how the outcome will be reguardless of what you choose. Sometime they are for the better and sometimes they are for the worse. Its all a part of growing up and knowing what choices to make.
I will hold my head high knowing that there will always be someone there to catch me when I fall. I have my family and I have my faith. What more do I need in life?
Im getting things in order. Getting things ready for the beginning of my life.
Some people think at my age they know everything and that after high school their life is ending. So sorry for you my friend. Im embracing the future, for it is just the beginning!!!. I am going to do some amazing things, and live an exhilirating life knowing that I dont have to worry about what people think about me for doing what I do. I'm going to live my life to the fullest and do everything I want to do. Some may call me crazy, I just call it an adventure. A new beginning. After high school, everything changes. We're on our own. We have to make our own decisions and live with the consequences of those decisions. Just know that in those consequences, if you make a bad decision, its not all bad. Turn it into something good. Have fun with it, because no matter what you can never get the moments you used for pity back. So live life to the fullest. Be great, be amazing. Do all that you want to do in life.

Monday, May 25, 2009

lately....

Things have been pretty busy lately with some construction and alot of school work.
Been working on finishing up some things so that I can start some new courses, such as Spanish. I was always saying how algebra was like a foreign language to me, well now I have to take one of those too. At least I have moved from Algebra to Geometry finally. Still dont see what all the hype is about where we are going to use it every day of our lives. I know for a fact that I wont.
Been thinking about college and scholarships. Hoping to get a full ride to UF. Might get disowned for the mere fact that I will be an official Gator.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Life

For once saying how I feel, I don't feel bad about it. I think that this is an epiphany.lol. I'm sick of feeling put down because people think that they are so much better than me and that they know it all. Granted I know that I have my moments. Then they get all mad when you call them on it.
Not sure where to go from here. When It gets too much for me to handle or im just not sure what to do. I dial my pretty little phone and call the one guy that ever made sense to me. (Love ya papa)

Friday, May 15, 2009

Stuff

Its been a while since I have posted anything I know. Things have been pretty busy. School started back up this week hot and heavy and most of my time has been consumed with that. I've gotten 1 to 2 lectures a day about either my school or what im going to do with my future. I really wish that People would stop asking me, mainly because, I DONT KNOW! I thought that I had it figured out but Im not really sure what I want to do. Yea, I would still love to be a nurse, do you know how much that cost?!? A ton so I've found out. I really dont want to go into debt for college though. I know that I have high expectations of what its going to be like and that Ill find a way to do it without going into debt, but I'm just really not so sure. Im not even sure if I want to put myself through more school. If im having such a hard time in high school, what's College going to be like?
So i'm still not sure about some things but I am sure that in time it'll come to me.