March 4th

OK SO TODAY IS MY LITTLE BROTHER AND SISTERS BIRTHDAY. WE'RE ALL HANGING OUT TOGETHER AND HAVING FUN. (WILL HAVE PICS OF THEIR STUFF SOON)

BEEN WORKING HARD IN SCHOOL AND REALLY STRESSING OUT ABOUT IT. I CAN'T WAIT TIL ITS DONE ALREADY, ITS MAKING ME CRAZY!!!
JUST A FEW MORE WEEKS AND I GET THE WHOLE SUMMER. GETTING A JOB THIS SUMMER HOPEFULLY!! JOBS HAVE BEEN PRETTY SCARCE LATELY. JUST GOTTA GET OUT THERE AND START LOOKING. MY CHOIR DIRECTORS WIFE, SHERI, IS GONNA TRY TO HELP ME FIND SOMETHING THAT IS GOING TO GIVE ME CREDIT TOWARDS MY NURSING SCHOOL.
AFTER THIS SUMMER, IM GOING TO BE GOING TO HAWTHORNE HIGH AND EITHER GONNA DUAL ENROLL OR KEEP MY JOB. NOT QUITE SURE WHICH PATH IM GOING TO TAKE YET. BEEN THINKING THAT ITS GOING TO BE HARDER THAN I IMAGINED. WAS TALKING TO PASTOR ROD THE OTHER DAY AND HE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS PROBABLY IN MY BEST INTEREST TO GO AHEAD AND DUAL ENROLL, SEEING AS TO HOW HE IS 35 AND JUST NOW GOING TO COLLEGE, BECAUSE HE WANTED TO GET A JOB SO BAD AND START HIS LIFE THAT HE'S, NOT BEEN MAKING MINIMUM WAGE, BUT HE WASN'T MAKING WHAT HE COULD HAVE MADE IF HE WENT TO SCHOOL AND GOT A DEGREE FOR WHATEVER.
TAKING THAT INTO CONSIDERATION, AND THINKING BOUT HOW MUCH MORE OF A WORK LOAD ITS GOING TO BE, I WAS THINKING THAT NO MATTER WHAT THE WORKLOAD IT REALLY IS ONLY FOR A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME, WHATS A FEW EXTRA HOURS OF SCHOOL IN THE LONG RUN.
I SAY THAT NOW, BUT DOING IT IS A WHOLE OTHER STORY.
SO FOR NOW, THERES JUST ALOT OF THOUGHT GOING ON IN DECIDING WHAT I WANT TO DO.\
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