Im done

Lately, I have put my trust in too many people and it just comes back to haunt me. That or I just put too much faith in people and they disappoint me. They dont even realize or really care to be honest. They think that they dont hurt people by saying what they say and doing what they do. NEWSFLASH!!! You're killing me. You hurt me over and over, you talk about me behind my back, you say horrible crap, then you have the nerve to ask me what my problem is. Its just so crazy how people do all this and they dont even realize. Sometimes I dont even think i'm going to make it through the day without crying or screaming at the top of my lungs just so you would understand.

Reminiscent!

We're almost all grown up. What are they
Gonna do???????

Was Looking Through Some Pictures From Earlier This Year. Making Me Remember Some Of The Good Times We've Had. It Makes Me Excited To Think About The Good Times That Are To Come!!!

TIME IS GOING BY SOOOO FAST!!!!!

7-12-09

Its July the 12th.
Back Home. No more traveling for a little while I think. Been pretty busy lately.
Went to Sara and Kevins for a week, Went to Gramma's for the 4th of July Party, Stayed at Jon and Krystles this weekend. played games with them saturday night.
Working on school stuff today. Just taking a break at the moment.
Dad's outta town. Guessing he's gonna be doing that for a little while.
We have CJ's 1st birthday party on August 8th. Of course we're going to that.
Grandma Janice and Grandpa Larry are coming to the house this weekend.
On their way to Ozark.
Thought that I would give an update, but i've got alot to do today
Love to ALL!!!!

gettin ready!

Ok so I am getting things together and getting ready to head to my aunts house for a week. (more like twin.lol) LOVE HER!!
Hope we have a good time.
Then again I just hope they dont get sick of me.lol
Got a 4th of July party next weekend at my gramma's house.
Loving that im getting to see everyone alot this summer.
Alot better than things have been.
Love to all

me and Gramma

Stolen from Sara's Facebook page. But im in it i think that gives me rights.lol

Alrighty then.....

Ok so a few things right now kinda suck.....When we got home last night I checked the messages on the machine (my mother can finally figure out her cell phone but a crappy landline is rocket science) and there was a message waiting from the doctors office telling my mom to call and that it was concerning me. Anyway she called this morning and come to find out that the xrays came back to prove that its a stress injury to my back and basically I am not allowed to do anything.
Gage is my limit of lifting. I may not even be able to pick up JR when I see him because he's almost 30 pounds now. Which is gonna hurt. :( thats my little buddy.
After the fourth of July party at Gramma Carels house, im going to have to go get an MRI and start physical therapy and try and get this taken care of. It stinks that I can't fool around and play around though. No sports or Running or anything. My limit is power walking.
Gonna get to go walking and stuff with Sara next week.
Oh yea I failed to mention that sunday i get to go stay at my godparents house for a week.
Its been a while since ive seen the Godfather. Downside is that I have to take my school work so he may just act like my father too. I hope dad doesnt tell Kevin to keep a check on it.lol he might really act like my dad. lol its ok. I love him anyway.
I dont want to get behind in any way. I was talking to dad on the way home yesterday and he said that if it gets behind or if i slack off he's not gonna let me travel anymore. Im going to be good about it for the off chance that I may just get to go somewhere else this summer.
Can't wait.
Ok ive been on here too long i have almost wrote a book.
Will update and let everyone know how things are going.
Got Garry here this week. Glad to have him here. He's been asking for a while.
Love everyone!!!!!

Excited!!

Get to go to fort pierce this week and see my Gramma.!!! I miss her and my PAPA soooo much.

Get to go spend some time with her, getting pampered of course. We're gonna go get our nails done for Jennys party cuz my mother nor my sisters want to go with me.

It's nice being able to have one-on-one time with her. Seems like its been a century since we actually have spent time together.