HELLER!

OK, SO IT FEELS AS IF IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I BLOGGED.
THINGS ARE GOING OK.
OUTTA SCHOOL. WENT TO GAGEY'S 1ST BIRTHDAY THIS PAST SUNDAY.
DEALING WITH SIBLINGS, NEVER ANYTHING FUN!
WENT TO BAMA LAST WEEK ON ACCOUNT THAT GRAMMA BROKE HER KNEECAP. OLD LADIES IN CRUTCHES, YEAH I LEARNED NOT TO MESS WITH THEM.LOL
NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO TO WEST VIRGINIA THIS YEAR :((( *SOBBING*
HOWEVER I AM GOING TO GET TO GO TO FORT PIERCE FOR A WHILE :) GRAMMA AND SARA GET READY. YOU ARE MY ENTERTAINMENT COMMITTEE. MY PARENTS ARE OFFICIALLY SICK OF ME BEING HOME WITH NO SCHOOL! SO IT'S GONNA BE AN AWESOME.
LAYING OUT IN THE SUN, GOING TO THE BEACH, HANGING OUT WITH THAT ADORABLE BABY THAT IS DOWN THERE. OH YEAH, ITS GOING TO BE GREAT.
THINGS HAVE OPENED UP NOW THAT I AM (VERY SADLY) NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO MAKE IT TO WEST VIRGINIA THIS YEAR, I AM GOING TO TRY AND GO TO THE CAMP THAT THE CHURCH IS DOING IN ELLIJAY, GA. AND THERE IS VBS THE LAST WEEK OF JULY AND I AM TEACHING AGAIN THIS YEAR.
THINGS ARE GOING TO START GETTING BUSY AGAIN, LIKE THE SAT'S ARE ON THE 5TH OF JUNE, WHICH TRANSLATED IS NEXT WEEK. TOOK THE PRETEST AND DID PRETTY WELL ON IT. I REALLY SEE NO POINT IN TAKING ANOTHER TEST TO EVALUATE IF I AM SMART ENOUGH TO GET INTO COLLEGE, ESPECIALLY WHEN I ALREADY KNOW THAT I AM. AFTER THAT, THE NEXT WEEKEND WE ARE GOING TO BE IN ALABAMA ON ACCOUNT THAT MOM HAS A FAMILY REUNION GOING ON THAT WEEKEND. IT'S ALSO THE 1ST RUN WITH THE RV, IT SHOULD BE A VERY DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE!
THEN WHO KNOWS WHERE WE ARE HEADED NEXT.LOL
HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL.
STAY TUNED FOR MORE SUMMER PLANS!!! WHEN THINGS START HAPPENING THAT ARE MORE INTERESTING I WILL BLOG ABOUT THE EXPERIENCE.
LOVE TO ALL
<3 RACHEL

Extremely Confused

There are times that I think I have my whole life planned out and think that I know exactly what I wanna do and who I wanna be. The truth is, I'm having such a hard time trying to figure out exactly what I want to do with my life.
For the longest time, I've wanted to go to college, get my Nursing degree, aquire my RN license and just move on with my life from there. One of the things with that is, its going to be the same things everyday. I want something that is going to have new challenges, something that is inconsistent and that I feel passionately about.
Also another thing, i'm not normally one that is a snooty chickk but I have expensive taste. I want a job that makjes me challenge myself and has no ceiling as far as pay, and no limit to what I can do. I want to be a career woman. I want to have a strong foundation and build myself up, work hard, be successful and do everything that I have ever dreamed of.
I understand that every teenager says this but maybe I hsve the ambition to actually pull it off.
Only time will tell, but I sure hope that I can make up my mind and not be flip floppy about my life and my career.